The Day After Is Darker

Right. I cannot sleep. I hate it here. I am tired. I want this to be over. It's not going by fast enough. No one is leaving anymore. No one escapes. This is eternal. This will last forever. No retreat. No withdrawl. No peace. This is life now. It is acceptable. It is necessary. You are safe. Where is the money going? I miss things. I hope I didn't fuck this up too bad. I hope my lie is forgiven. Small declarative statements.